Dec. 3, 2019

Today my heart beats faster than ever before as I get ready for God's plan. I really don't know what is going to happen tomorrow and to be honest I'm scared, but I want everyone to know that I'm ready and prepared for any outcome. I'm very proud that throughout all of my life I have always done everything I wanted to do according to my possibilities and have accomplished many of my dreams and goals. No matter the circumstances I have  encountered I have always been positive and right now I'm completely happy and content with everything I have done. I want to thank my incredible family for being so AWESOME!!! I love you so much!!!! Your love is my strength to never give up and I promise you that if things go badly tomorrow I will fight to the end to be in your arms again. You guys are everything to me and I thank God that he gave me the most wonderful family EVER!!!! To all of my friends and mentors, I love you so much for never giving up on me and for always believing in me. We have many projects to finish together that are spectacular and I promise that I will be stronger than ever after this surgery. Even if things don't go as well as planned, heaven forbid, please still don't give up and make those projects happen no matter what. Life is too short, so make sure to live it to the fullest and never ever give up. Every time you wake up, thank the universe for giving you the opportunity to live another day doing what you love and to tell your loved ones as much as you can that you love them. If you feel sad, depressed and you don't see a way out, remember that it is up to you to make things better. You are the only one that can make a difference in your life, so please don't just wait for somebody else to help you. Look yourself in the mirror and tell yourself that there is no time to waste and live your life fearlessly. I know you will fall now and then, but you will get up again and again. You will learn from your mistakes and failure is ok, because it will make you stronger and wiser.  Love yourself, love who you are and if you don't like who you are then start making changes in your life. Please don't be so hard on yourself! Life is too short to not enjoy it. No one is perfect, especially me, but please promise me that after you read this you will find a mirror and you are going to look at the most beautiful person you have ever seen, and you are going to take care of him or her. You need to promise that beautiful soul in the mirror that you are never going to give up on her or him. That you will not harm her or him, but rather you will love her/him no matter what. And finally, resolve that you are going to live your life with no regrets and be the best that you can be.  I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!